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Catacombs
Dec. 29th, 2007 | 12:58 am
mood: 
loved
music: Bryan Adams - Heaven
So there's this thing.
Wham. Crash. bang.
Like a bullet from a gun, honey, right smack in my head. Bleeding, bleeding. But I forgot how to bleed about you so long ago. and yet you still have me - shake, shiver, shock. Still waiting for you to let me go. you're like a ghost to me now. Cold, a heartache long lost in the memories of what was once... finality. eternity. ah, such bitter, twisted teenage angst. emo child. I think. perhaps. or maybe waking up to FEELING, just this once? But you're gone. nothing but a malevolent goblin to taunt me. catch me, catch me if you can. cause I'm yours no longer. look at me, spreading wings. and flying.
So FAR AWAY from you.
And there's HIM. Everything you werent, child. Everything I'm not, and yet I am, all at once. Serenity and warmth... fingers outstretched in unity, such soft, sacred love and everything falling into place... I could stay in those arms forever, beneath the gaze that makes me melt, weak kneed yet so alive. I dont think he'll ever know what silken wonder he is; what an incredible dream he is. Like thought turned to glassy liquid, slipping through my fingers. Crystal rain, clinging to my heartstrings. Everything I ever wanted... happiness brazenly strolling into my heart - "Hello, I'm here to stay. Recieve me." and I shall... here always to see the smile on his face. the smile I once thought was lost in the cruel catacombs of horror one with such a heart never ever deserves to bear. he is but my everything.
tick tick tick.
Its like... time. slipping away from me so fast, and yet I'm not one to halt its path. TAKE ME! Everything's so different; a foreign land with sights and sounds and tastes anew. and in this land I've found a home... those who love me I love also... those I've touched in my travels like a warmth I never knew, and I am alone never. They are JOY, simple and pure - joy I never thought I'd have the guts to sample - a body as clean and pure as a fine wine. Instantly familiar, but with the new spice of something I want to be a part of. Every day finds me so grateful they are at my side. baby steps. Tiny shuffles. Inklings of ideas. they take flight. Bounds. and leaps. leaps and bounds. Growing. Perhaps, am I? shall I?
yes, I shall.
God only knows what I'd be without you.
Wham. Crash. bang.
Like a bullet from a gun, honey, right smack in my head. Bleeding, bleeding. But I forgot how to bleed about you so long ago. and yet you still have me - shake, shiver, shock. Still waiting for you to let me go. you're like a ghost to me now. Cold, a heartache long lost in the memories of what was once... finality. eternity. ah, such bitter, twisted teenage angst. emo child. I think. perhaps. or maybe waking up to FEELING, just this once? But you're gone. nothing but a malevolent goblin to taunt me. catch me, catch me if you can. cause I'm yours no longer. look at me, spreading wings. and flying.
So FAR AWAY from you.
And there's HIM. Everything you werent, child. Everything I'm not, and yet I am, all at once. Serenity and warmth... fingers outstretched in unity, such soft, sacred love and everything falling into place... I could stay in those arms forever, beneath the gaze that makes me melt, weak kneed yet so alive. I dont think he'll ever know what silken wonder he is; what an incredible dream he is. Like thought turned to glassy liquid, slipping through my fingers. Crystal rain, clinging to my heartstrings. Everything I ever wanted... happiness brazenly strolling into my heart - "Hello, I'm here to stay. Recieve me." and I shall... here always to see the smile on his face. the smile I once thought was lost in the cruel catacombs of horror one with such a heart never ever deserves to bear. he is but my everything.
tick tick tick.
Its like... time. slipping away from me so fast, and yet I'm not one to halt its path. TAKE ME! Everything's so different; a foreign land with sights and sounds and tastes anew. and in this land I've found a home... those who love me I love also... those I've touched in my travels like a warmth I never knew, and I am alone never. They are JOY, simple and pure - joy I never thought I'd have the guts to sample - a body as clean and pure as a fine wine. Instantly familiar, but with the new spice of something I want to be a part of. Every day finds me so grateful they are at my side. baby steps. Tiny shuffles. Inklings of ideas. they take flight. Bounds. and leaps. leaps and bounds. Growing. Perhaps, am I? shall I?
yes, I shall.
God only knows what I'd be without you.